A week before tomorrow a past life found me in a smoke free bar on life's boulevard watching FIFA soccer on a fifty two inch flatscreen. I finished my extra dry martini with two olives stirred, not shaken and left for the be-bop time of smokey jazz clubs in dark basements below the sad city of lights. The horn man blew his wailing melodies to our despondent generation who gave their souls to words and sutras . . . we dressed in black. Our deep dialectics were concerned with slow time when the tribe of hedonists gathered for alcohol for drugs for sex for pleasure in the cold room flat above the shop keepers shop. Our poetry played the crazy rhythm of the jazz free discourse that fed us our left over life free of mammon's rules. I returned from my fantasy past life trip to an extra dry martini with two olives shaken, not stirred and FIFA soccer still nil - nil on a fifty two inch flat screen. And I went home to my cold room flat above a shop keeper's shop to write a new sutra of that time when life was still free.